Attended with sis at her friend's wedding dinner last night, sat beside an English teacher. We spent most of the time chatting with the teacher instead of enjoying the food. We talked basically everything, from career to marriage life, from very down moment in life to very successful in everything. I do not know the best way to express myself in words over here, what I can share is I see things differently from now. I used to be very inferior, lack of self-confidence, and tend to be materialistic...just very negative.
I laid on the bed, closed my eyes and try to recall what I have done in my past few weeks, months and years. Suprisingly I only recall vivid memories, not suprisingly there were also few sad state of affairs. This positive force has drived me to look for a better tomorrow.
Think of what you desperately wish in your life, ask for it and eventually you will receive. May the joy be with you forever.
I do believe there are things 'forever', forever till your last breath.
God bless you forever.
