Realistic

Had a good chat with my roomie, talked about working in Singapore, some ppl, they went over for the sake of earning money, and save the most they can. when they came back to Mys,they tends to show off, even with a small little post, they are vry proud of themselves. This kinda senario of course, does happened in the world today, very much indeed. Pity them, they dont even know how's the big world are like today. Yes, money played the biggest role in one person's life, but wut would it be when ur gettin old?does ppl wanna recruit you anymore?without the 'u knw wut', ppl wont want you when your no longer profited their company.

This is just how cruel the world is...face it.

The Secret

Every night before you fall asleep, replay in your mind the good moments of the day, and give heartfelt thanks for each one of them. Think about the next day also, and intend that it is going to be amazing, that it is going to be filled with love and joy, and that all good is coming to you. Intend that it is going to be the best day of your life. Then when you wake in the morning, BEFORE you get out of bed, declare your intentions again for the day and give deep thanks as though you have received them all.

U appear when the other left

S go off the other night and the other s appear today...am i supposed to feel happy for myself? really have good fate with the S fren!

Sleepless night

It was sooo hard to fall asleep last night...all kind of stuff like stored well in my brain with 100 save in the brain memory...I don't even wanted to remember but it just cant go off just like that...how pathetic am I! It strike me this morning the moment i woke...:(

mE & yOu

I'll Be Missing You - afternoon class yr 1999

Las Ketchup - Mom, Cempaka shop 2002

简单爱- Wendy Chan, District sports competition 2002

爱在西元前 - Hui Ling, MGSS Sports day 2003

You Make Me Wanna - Suet Yeen 2003

Because of You - Celine Tan 2003
Dancing Queen - Winter Sonata 2003

Forever Love - Che, back from tuition 2006

Without You - Che, TSN B111 2006

霍元甲 - Pre-U, GSC 2006

A Thousand Mile - Alarm tone 2006

Can't Take My Eyes Off You - Jie 2006

Lonely - Jie Nokia 6670 2006

Don't Forget About Us - Malaysia Idol 2006

Matsuri - UTP 2006

Is It You? - Khian 2006

In Da Club - Dad 2006

Kiss Goodbye - Nianche, back from tuition 2006

My Love - Roomie Chin B111 2006

Say It Right - Roomie Chin, our fav 2006

Where Is The Love - spin round with Kinks in Mlc, headin to MGS 2007

Sway - Mom ringtone 2007

Apologize - CY and friends 2007

Lost - Suan, lunch in PR 2007

Please forgive Me - Hotlink mobile caller ringtone 2007

Baby Love - My Fav 2007

Umbrella - William car, headin for lunch 2007

Home - KFC with friends in PR 2008

With You - Making video in TF for friends 2008

Better In Time - YuXin, Suan, G3D-310 2008

1973 - Cut and Curl 2008

Cookie Jar - Traffic project in BP 2008

A Moment Like This - Suan 2008

爱我还是她- Kinks Mlc 2008

What You Got - Susan, KD house 2008

Because I'm A Girl - Ramesh, 3rd Sem 2008

Love Story - 3rd Sem gals bathing, laying on bed 2008

We Are The World - Mom, 3rd sem Speghetti bridge 2008

So Close - Suan, movie 2008

T-Shirt - Lina and I teasin on the song lyrics 2008

Take you There - KD house, playing basketball 2008

The Scientist - Final exam 2008

When You Look At Me - TF Song dedication 2008

Whatever You Like - Tehel 2009

Dangerous - Worse results ever 2009

Tatoo - Justine's fav 2009

Low - Jie's fav, Susan 2009

Bleeding Love - YuXin, Ping Pong game in TF 2009

Break It Off - Suan new mobile 2009

Heartbreaker - Suan msg tone 2009

A Smile Like You, The Climb - Suan Blog 2009

Mad - Suan, My fav 2009

Do You Feel Me - My sweet time, My fav 2009

I'm Yours - Zu, Traffic project 2009

Now and Forever - Huggin, bettin farewell with friends Mlc bus terminal 2009

Kiss Me Through The Phone - Selva 2009

Poker Face - G3 168 2009

失落非主流 - Yene 2009

Nobody - Wee Teck 2009

Love Game - G3 Canteen 2009

Love In This Club - Night walk with friends 2009

Whatca Doin' - London tube 2009

Kiss The Rain - My fav, roomie Lina 2009

Won't Go Home Without You - Jie's fav 2010

Empire State of Mind - Playing badminton with roomie 2010

3 - Mom 2010

I'm Doin' Just Fine - UK video, Ramesh 2010

Breathless - Getz 2010
Down - Final Exam 2010

You Belong With Me - Dad, Oboe 2010

My fav:

I'll be Missing You, Smoke Gets In Your Eyes, Snow On The Sahara, Sorry Seems to Be the Hardest Words, Supermassive Black Hole, Tik Tok, What You Got, Whatcha Say, 女人味

Dilemma

Ok...where shall I start??

So many thing comes in a row...when ppl said "if your good, you dont have to look for the job, is the job that is chasing after you...well, somehow I agree to it.

how do I relate this statement to my current situation....

I can see many of my friends who scored pretty good results, they are then recommended by the senior to work in an established, huge/big (of course scary) company, and normally these people are well performed...and its always money that comes in their later part of life...plenty of it...and eventually become richie...so...this is life, a fresh graduate's mind should have thought of...isnt it great?of course some people will say why do I need to struggle so much since uni life is for people to enjoy and relax and have fun!...no objection of having some entertainment but do not forget the aims of entering into a university-to gain knowledge and perform well so that you will become one of the creatures to be vied for recruitment in the industry later on.

I has always dreaming to be an engineer, researcher...now...yes my dream is becoming a reality already, but when your wishes is fulfiling, you starts to have dilemma cause there are so many that came in a row....you have hard time for the decision to make...trust me this isnt an easy task to deal with.

Study? working? is working experience more important than to pursue a PhD? Questionmarks are all spining above my head now...I have got a really good position in a big establised company and at the same time I somehow recieved a greatest news in my life for pursuing PhD under a certain scholarship....again...it is a toughest decision to make. I am allow to do Permanent Head Damage in UK (there are, of course some requirements) without needed to undergo Masters. what would you do if you were me?...

Dreaming of Ireland

My next target is Ireland, probably Northern Ireland which is a part of the United Kingdom. Heard it has had a troubled history about this Republic of Ireland from my lecturer who is now pursuing her PhD over there, but the country is stable now and makes an ideal place to visit on holiday. I just love the weather (winter!awww) and the western food! has yet to experience the real snow...lolx...sounds crazy just becasue of this Im dreaming of it, no...I have some plan actually. Well I will get to you soon on this.

Awesome cliffs of Ireland

Malahide Castle

Dublin

Towards the end of May

Its been a rather tough time under industrial training...somehow i prefered to study forever and ever...forever a study life...its a an illusion tho' huh...

Contradictin'

Recieved a call from a company this morning asking me to send a resume over, wants me to work straight after my industrial training....askin' what are my expertises, there are 2 options for me, either construction or consultant...depends on which i like...

well...which shall i choose?

I need some time to rest after struggling for 4 years in uni actually...and even for industrial training like now, my brain is stuffed with all sort of things, ideas, tension, stresses...as in were given few tasks, gonna done in 2 weeks time...especially when you have no one to guide you besides open back the book and study...apply the theory into practical is tough without someone who done it before. And of course was thinking to go for further...

I think i should just reject the offer from the company?

What shall i do?

Claudine

Do you still remember this song?

this is the one i dedicated to you when we were having final examination...

I wished life is just as simple as what we wish...

哭笑不得

你好绝啊。。。

笑吧，他不自得你去流泪。

批。三。：喜欢，让人真的好痛苦。

Satisfactory

Its coming to the end of the semester already...somehow i dont feel sad just because this is my final year and final semester in university. I am glad that actually i've try my best in just about everything i do...though sometimes it wasnt what i expected.

hmm...i dint talked alot this sem...seriously i talked the less words i did in my life...rather i spent most of the time for myself...meditating....it wasnt that bad after all, its better than gossipin' round when starts to chat with friends...met few of new friends last couple of week, they were all talking and i was sitting there and listen...so is that what you gals are always talking about?gossipin' about people's bad thing...its boring...

3 final exam papers on next week and i haven done any revision yet...was busy with thesis...life was tough for a year 4 student i can tell....its not as easy as what people always mentioned: life in uni is like a bean curd...haha..well, no. its very challenging for sure.

Anyway...its almost done...a week later im gonna dump every single left over stuff in my brain. left over...yeah, bcause there'r still something i needa keep:)

p.s.:i dream of you last night, its really a sweet one..;)

A meal with both my Supervisor and Industrial Supervisor

This is the second or third time already people kept telling me how lucky am I having such a great supervisor. I really am very thankful of being supervised under Dato Ismail....its my greatest honor to be under his guidance!:D and am very proud, of course:P hehe

Today is another great day for me tho', it good to have sitting down and have some meal with the industrial supervisor before starts attach in that particular company and deal with the boss, colleague, etc.... Ir. Dr. Gue See-Sew from G&P Professionals S/Bhd is my industrial supervisor and he was here today in university giving some geotechnical related seminar. I was lucky to being asked to join them for breakfast and lunch. So during lunch hour, Dato' and Dr Gue and Prof Azizan were having some serious talk about the current issue in geotechnical engineering field as well as not so serious topic like my industrial training activities. Dr. Gue is a serious and knowledgable person who shared alot of thoughts with us. Well, i dont even know there's a bridge collapsed in Muar recently...shame shamed...After the lunch, Dato fetched me back to uni, though it was a short distance from Parit Raja to UTHM, the driving speed of Dato has brought towards a pretty long conversation. He talks and shared alot of his past experienced with me especially when he was in LSU back in 20 years time then his family and cames across the students life of his in LSU.

Now i know better about my supervisor and Im gonna do well in my thesis to pay back back you in return. Thanks for being such a good supervisor to me:)

From left: Ir. Dr. Gue See-Sew, Prof. Azizam, Dato' Ismail and Alvin

me and...they were looking at the huge Muar portrait on the side wall

We were transfered to the upstair table as there have better environment and air-conditioned and we occupied the whole area!haha!...the meal was great and i ordered myself a basket of french fried!!:D

The Victor

If you think you are beaten, you are.

If you think you dare not, you don’t

If you like to win but think you can’t,

It’s almost a cinch you won’t.

If you think you’ll lose, you’re lost.

For out in the world we find

Success begins with a fellow’s will

It’s all in the state of mind.

If you think you are outclassed, you are.

You’ve got to think high to rise.

You’ve got to be sure of yourself before

You can ever win the prize.

Life’s battles don’t always go

To the stronger or faster man.

But sooner or later, the man who wins

Is the man who thinks he can.

Poet: C.W. Longenecker

Good Friday

Today is the fifth day of the Holy Week called Good Friday. Christians around the world celebrate today’s holiday Good Friday commemorating the crucifixion of Jesus Christ, His death at Calvary, and his Resurrection from the grave, am pretty sure Malacca will be kind of merrier right now:D Still remember I was home last year's Good Friday, it was a great one as I travelled down to town with family, passing by the church and there were so many people around. Hope after this year, or I shall say after this month...I am going to completely release myself to the fullest!...very stress atm.

So what is A Good Friday?

Also known as Holy Friday and Great Friday, Good Friday is a time of reflection among Catholics. Traditions during Good Friday includes the prayers to each of the fourteen Stations of the Cross, fasting, various processions, the Way of the Cross, and a Passion play called Senakulo, among others.

However, there are some fanatics that because of their intense profession of faith to Jesus Christ, they want to mimic the crucifixion of Jesus Christ in that they themselves are being crucified into a cross during Good Friday. This can be seen in the predominantly Catholic country Philippines.

Moreover, if you are looking for some Good Friday quotes to share with your friends and relative this Good Friday, you can find some of them below:
“All His life long Christ was the light of the world, but the very noontide hour of His glory was that hour when the shadow of eclipse lay over all the land, and He hung on the Cross dying in the dark. At His eventide “it was light,” and, “He Endured the Cross, despising the shame” and, lo! the shame flashed up into the very brightness of glory, and the very ignominy and the suffering were “the jewels of His crown.”

“Who his own self bare our sins in his own body on the tree, that we, being dead to sins, should live unto righteousness: by whose stripes ye were healed.”

“The essence of that by which Jesus overcame the world was not suffering, but obedience. Yes, men may puzzle themselves and their hearers over the question where the power of the life of Jesus and the death of Jesus lay; but the soul of the Christian always knows that it lay in the obedience of Christ. He was determined at every sacrifice to do His Father’s will. Let us remember that; and the power of Christ’s sacrifice may enter into us, and some little share of the redemption of the world may come through us, as the great work came through Him.”