Anxiety

2 more days to go, and im gonna leave home for a totally new environment already. Working in a new strange place without own transportation is really a challenge to me. Having to learn t0 use the public transportation is one matter, forcing myself to wake up 6 a.m. everyday is really a serious matter! I doubt my ability to work 6 days a week and 9 hours a day...its hard, tough. But then think it the other way, its gonna be nice meeting up with new colleagues, having to walk less than half miles to mrt station and food court for dinner, gather with coursemate from university, sitting in the coffee shop after working hour, hit the sack before 10 p.m., earning stipend with currency exchange rate of 2.3....its gonna be great!

Attended an international english test last couple of days in Corus Hotel and British Council, and it went well. Just a lil bit scary was when taking the reading paper, in fact, it has 40 questions to be done in 60 mintues, you have to do skimming, able to scan and take the main point in a very short time, 3 passages with more than 1000 words each. In the beginning of the third passage, I was caught with cold, bad running nose! I cant really focus until they announced we still have 20 minutes left, nevertheless I managed to finish it on time. Thank God. Guess what? I am still having the cold, bad cold and cough even though had taken 12 capsules of Carinox. ):

I am leaving soon...and Im going to miss home real bad...time spent with mom and dad and sis was precious...:')

HAPPY BURPHDAY to my loved one.

Just WANNA SHOUT to you HAPPY Birthday!!how i wish you could read this...and of course you would read this:D Wanna thank you for caring me so much....you are the MOST MOST wonderful person in this entire planet to me!Love yea lotss...and God bless yea all the time.
This post is specially for you my beloved one :)

Don't be Tension

This were few weeks ago when i back home, and saw this paper stuck on my study wall. Mum printed me this, and she wants me to follow it...im following tho' hehe :

Don't be Tension

The moment you are in tension

You will lose your attention

Then you are in total confusion

and you'll feel irritation

This may spoil your personal relation

Ultimately, you won't get co-operation

And get things into complication

Then your BP may rise caution

And you may have to take medication

Why not try understanding the situation

And try to think about the solution

Many problems will be solved by discussion

Which will work out better in your profession

Don't think its my free suggestion

It is only for your prevention

If you understand my intention

You'll never come again into tension!!!

BIG THANK YOU!

knock knock knock...."comin'" i shouted. and i just cant be bothered who is coming in as most likely these people are not lookin' for me. As the door opened, nobody gave any responds(usually there would be like: xxx ada tak? or Hi xxx) but not today, i can sense the footsteps are walking toward my corner...and i turned around...argh...i was stunned for a few second....my mind tells me that this person look so darn familiar! omg...is my sis!...then when i done 'stunnin' lol...we were laughing like hell...!hahaha...mum came in later and was laughing as well..okay...i got such a huge suprised from sis and parents also one of my dad's fren coming along. Sis cook me some meal while dad packed me a nasi bryani! ouh...i was so blissful!mum made a carrot+orange juice for me too. I am really really happy!:D:D:D later then we went to BP and mum bought me a pair of Nike shoes as mine has spoilt and couldnt find one till now and a Cheeta's pant. Dad too bought me a pair of Levi's socks. I've gotta considered myself are very lucky today...i am actually thinking of them this afternoon as figuring how nice if i were to be at home and having our meal together or go for a window shoppin which is not so 'window' hehe...and here they came! arghh...thank GOD i am BLISSED...
THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH!:-D