Missing My Old Time In MGSS

Everyone has gone to bed already at this hour...not sleepy so grabbed the prosperity burger from McD and sitting all alone in the living room watching Princess and The Frog, it wasnt too bad, only thing is it has so much of singing part which almost make me fall asleep....somehow, i picked up my phone and starts browsing the net. Open up facebook page and pause at the 'search' column...then a name appeared in my mind: Wendy Chan. Somehow i miss her already. I miss the time when we were working hard decorating the hall during school annual sports day. We were from Yellow house-always the wining team!*proud proud* hehe. There has a brown old grand piano in the hall where we used to play some sentimental song whenever we free and met up especially during sports day. She is very good either in academic or sports. Throughout 5 years in Mgss, she was in first class and was the MGSS's best runner in spring event...we both represented Malacca district in 100m, 200m, 4x100m and so on....and i really miss the time when we trained so hard at the back of the school's field, resting under the huge tree which has over 100 years of history. chatting and sharing thoughts. Though she was 3 years younger than me but we really can mingle round. thought so* lol...cant stand her proud 'heng' sometimes also. Being so smart in studies, so good in piano, so cool in sports, and very pretty some more...of course will be proud a lil right?hah... hope u dont read this!lol you're so perfect to me! and im very proud of you. no doubt. In year 2003 after i left MGSS in form 5, we hardly keep in touch already till oneday when my male friend in form 6 asked me bout the god sister wendy, then only by that we starts keeping up a lil and glad that trough facebook i can know if your doin good by viewing at your photos...

Wendy and I-MGSS Sports Day 2003

Wendy and our senior (on the left side is Wendy's cousin, Sheerena Thein-wearin cap)

Athletic Chaptain of MGSS in Year 2003

Me-very dark uh?

MGSS Girl Guides

Me and my partner in 4x100m event

Michelle Teoh, Shereena, Me and god sis,Grace in Year 2001

Never forget to mention Grace, my good and favourite friend, lil god sister. lol she can sing pretty good in RAP song! R&B...whatever she is real cool. Michelle is another leng lui in MGSS, most of the MGSSian couldnt speaked very well in mandarin as they were brought up in Eng edu, so thats also the only time we were force to speak in english and you'll get used to it when people laugh at your wrong spoken one or your wrong pronunciation or grammer or whatever and correct it for you. Its embarrassing but somehow you learn and dare not repeat it again. Some of'em even laugh at you so loud like nobody's business. darn!haha...its just some memories of mine back in MGSS.

Doin' Just Fine

1. Had the breakfast there, had the lunch there, had some KFC packed back for dinner, everyone has already in the hall except me, rushed there with my laptop on, all of you were watching me, about 50 of you, listening to me, and couple of days later, some of you met me and called my name, 'hi sinmei' and gave me a strange smile and somehow i felt you treated me the different way as before, I am glad.

2. You choose me instead of her, you need me and we had a good chat at night, I am glad you are here with me. I have to really appreciate this moment.

3. You were sick, I am so sorry I didnt know that. I hope your ok now and I am sure you are.

4. I am sad because you dint know how important you are to me. I hope you will never know, its contradicting.

5. I will be strong and work hard, but I am just lazy.

6. As long as doin' just fine, I will pull through.

Thoughtful

Have you ever recieve a note that pasted on your desk and its written: "Just wake me if you need any help in the middle of the night" especially when your all sick....body is arching, and no way to get up but lie on the bed for the whole day....I am really impressed when i saw this note sticked on one of my roomie's table, joo pasted on suan's. Thats really thoughtful of u joo. Tho some ppl always recieved them but well...i think it is very special.

Listing

I realised that its been a practice since I came back to campus. Due to my well arranged schedule by the faculty, I've few hours free in the morning, so every early morning, before running for some places; I would sit down infront of my desk and starts listing on the Post-it to make sure I've done the whole activities listed for each day. Its been keeping me well organised and the best and happy moment is when I came back to room, before prepare for the next day...the entire activities have been carried out and no any delay.

Try to list out things before you forget and make sure you carry out each activity, it is really encouraging to see you've accomplished without delaying your works.

Don't be Tension

This were few weeks ago when i back home, and saw this paper stuck on my study wall. Mum printed me this, and she wants me to follow it...im following tho' hehe :

Don't be Tension

The moment you are in tension

You will lose your attention

Then you are in total confusion

and you'll feel irritation

This may spoil your personal relation

Ultimately, you won't get co-operation

And get things into complication

Then your BP may rise caution

And you may have to take medication

Why not try understanding the situation

And try to think about the solution

Many problems will be solved by discussion

Which will work out better in your profession

Don't think its my free suggestion

It is only for your prevention

If you understand my intention

You'll never come again into tension!!!

Laughters IS the best medicine

While i was waiting for mum to get her hair trim, i randomly took one magazine which placed nicely on the glass table, its cover had been tore but seems still like a new one...couldnt be bothered, i go ahead and read it...the entire contents were all talkin' about girls' stuff...One part that catched my attention was the word Laugh...it says: A good chuckle really does wonders for your skin, it increases blood and oxygen flow while expending the capillaries and nourishing your complexion. I wondered why the Malaysian nowadays doent seems friendly at all...at lease, smile...you want your skin to look good, as simple as just a SMile=) Pretty good motivation for people like me tho'...realised that i dont really smile or laugh due to stress these days...i gotta keep on tryin'...

The Feeling of Snow on the Sahara

I really like this song, especially the beginning part...and the feeling of being so peaceful...but the lyrics itself doent suit me though....the rhythm and blues, the rhythmic, like it alot.

Throughout the 4 days in tent, havin' some small business for my eco purposes under SIEM, yea, im siem member so everything goin pretty smooth. Here i really wanna thank Uwa and Selva. You guys are really nice, helpful and im glad to know u both:) and also to my groupmates, sorry for being freakin' pissed before we start the business, kinda tense up and worried bout it, whether or not are gonna be a success. It ended up nicely, perfectly, im satisfied, at least.

To start a business isnt an easy task, you needa plan, from head to tails. and it took us couple of weeks to plan, even though it was a small, pretty small one... the work is still there. Planning out SWOT, gathering of knowledge, incubator, idea, assessment and implementation, SCAMPER, screening,the challenge, stress, the risk...and finally...the profit...and most importantly, the members' contribution...the job assign to different persons...all must be really well arranged and in details...need lotta energy and the spirit must be there.

The first day was fine for me, and come the second, im good...third day was my BEST day, i could tell, i love the moment when it was black out!haha....due to the overloaded electric current. It doent matter, never affected our business tho'...then come our eco lecturer, Ms. Balkis. We chat like for an hour, all kinda topic we talked, from class project to love life, then to personality and then academic...she is gonna further her phd pretty soon in Island, UK. Im gonna miss u so much! *are u coming back when i graduate next year?i really hope i can snap one pic with u during my convo, i'll strive for the medal!as i promised* Havin a great time talking to her, and then back to the business...it was the best one throughout the 4days...and we snaped alot of pictures that night. Im in 4th year, i cant believe time passed so fast...i really gonna miss this place. Yesterday, which was the last day of business. I woke pretty early in the morning, bout 6.30am to get ready for the convo orchestra...till 5+pm...was so weak and tiring and half way studying i fall asleep...till one of my friend called up. Business start at 7.30pm. Freakin tensed...plus lethargic...but commitment is there...whatever, we must do the best and give the best. I wish every night is like last night, i learn something new...and i like the peoples around me...i observed'em...how they behaved...how they talked....and their smile...=) at first i was emo, but when i see these people...i feel very calm....and comfortable...

Argh....life is so miracle...strange, full of sadness and happiness at the same time....

Life is like a music...depends on how u play the rhythm....
This one...specially from me to you

Life is...u name it...