End of the Road

I don't know how and why, somehow when I listen to this song i think of a friend, and i miss those day we were in the uni:)

I like this song so much:)

...its by Boyz II Men...

(spoken)Girl you know we belong together

I have no time for you to be playing

With my heart like this

You’ll be mine forever baby,

you just see

(verse)

We belong together

And you that I’m right

Why do you play with my head,

Hy do you play with my mind?

Said we’d be forever

Said it’d never die

How could you love me and leave me

And never say good-bye?

Girl I can’t sleep at night without holding you tight

Girl, each time I try I just break down and cry

Pain in my head oh I’d rather be dead

Spinnin’ around and around

Chorus:

Although we’ve come to the end of the road

Still I can’t let you go

It’s unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you

Come to the end of the road

Still I can’t let you go

It’s unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you

Girl, I know you really love me,

You just don’t realize

You’ve never been there before

It’s only your first time

Maybe I’ll forgive you, hmm

Maybe you’ll try

We should be happy together

Forever, you and i

Girl, you love me again like you loved me before

This time I want you to love me much more

This time instead just come to my bed

And baby just don’t let me, don’t let me down

Chorus(spoken)Girl I’m here for you

All those times of night when you just hurt me

And just run out with that other fella

Baby I knew about it, I just didn’t care

You just don’t understand how much I love you do you?

I’m here for you

I’m not out to go out and cheat on you all night

Just like you did baby but that’s all right

Hey, I love you anyway

And I’m still gonna be here for you ’till my dying day baby

Right now, I’m just in so much pain baby

Coz you just won’t come back to me

Will you? just come back to me

(lonely)

Yes baby my heart is lonely

(lonely)

My heart hurts baby

(lonely)

Yes I feel pain tooBaby please

This time instead just come to my bed

And baby just don’t let me go

Chorus

Chorus (a cappella)

p.s.: and...I let it go...wish you'll be there for my convocation ceremony on the 10th...

Eerie

i dun have time to blog but i must say this....

I have been rather busy for completing the thesis, assignment, projects, homework...and now am quite not in the mood to care for other stuff already...while i was so busy with all this stuff, there's these guys, strange guys who txt me and asked to go out for this and that...kinda like a date? ouh please, i just dont understand why these people are soooo darn free to 'patoh' in uni, i dont even have enough time for a proper meal, even when i was eating or sometime watching cartoon, my mind was thinking of my research! its annoying...i just dont used to say 'no' yet. (im learning hard)....so forgive me if i find excuses to hint u for the word 'no'...i wish you ppl werent here tonight! stay away from me please!!!!

Missing My Old Time In MGSS

Everyone has gone to bed already at this hour...not sleepy so grabbed the prosperity burger from McD and sitting all alone in the living room watching Princess and The Frog, it wasnt too bad, only thing is it has so much of singing part which almost make me fall asleep....somehow, i picked up my phone and starts browsing the net. Open up facebook page and pause at the 'search' column...then a name appeared in my mind: Wendy Chan. Somehow i miss her already. I miss the time when we were working hard decorating the hall during school annual sports day. We were from Yellow house-always the wining team!*proud proud* hehe. There has a brown old grand piano in the hall where we used to play some sentimental song whenever we free and met up especially during sports day. She is very good either in academic or sports. Throughout 5 years in Mgss, she was in first class and was the MGSS's best runner in spring event...we both represented Malacca district in 100m, 200m, 4x100m and so on....and i really miss the time when we trained so hard at the back of the school's field, resting under the huge tree which has over 100 years of history. chatting and sharing thoughts. Though she was 3 years younger than me but we really can mingle round. thought so* lol...cant stand her proud 'heng' sometimes also. Being so smart in studies, so good in piano, so cool in sports, and very pretty some more...of course will be proud a lil right?hah... hope u dont read this!lol you're so perfect to me! and im very proud of you. no doubt. In year 2003 after i left MGSS in form 5, we hardly keep in touch already till oneday when my male friend in form 6 asked me bout the god sister wendy, then only by that we starts keeping up a lil and glad that trough facebook i can know if your doin good by viewing at your photos...

Wendy and I-MGSS Sports Day 2003

Wendy and our senior (on the left side is Wendy's cousin, Sheerena Thein-wearin cap)

Athletic Chaptain of MGSS in Year 2003

Me-very dark uh?

MGSS Girl Guides

Me and my partner in 4x100m event

Michelle Teoh, Shereena, Me and god sis,Grace in Year 2001

Never forget to mention Grace, my good and favourite friend, lil god sister. lol she can sing pretty good in RAP song! R&B...whatever she is real cool. Michelle is another leng lui in MGSS, most of the MGSSian couldnt speaked very well in mandarin as they were brought up in Eng edu, so thats also the only time we were force to speak in english and you'll get used to it when people laugh at your wrong spoken one or your wrong pronunciation or grammer or whatever and correct it for you. Its embarrassing but somehow you learn and dare not repeat it again. Some of'em even laugh at you so loud like nobody's business. darn!haha...its just some memories of mine back in MGSS.

Dreams

TOok a long nap this afternoon. I dream of a person, the one very close to me, no idea why u appeared in my dream,never thought of you before i sleep as we were too close.....from the moment i fall asleep till the moment i wake, the entire story was all bout me and you. haha...that was funny. my table and bed in the dorm was shift back to the old place which i do not really like it.(It moved itself). When i open the door, find it has another one to open and then i saw a place where it is completely strange, and i shut then open again, there go another scene...you pull me out and said lets see whats the place look like, then we explored...now there were 3 of us...and suddenly you hold my hand, not a tight one but you trying hard not to let it go...we were all alone now and clinging to each other, very sweet....and we went into a museum...its iron bridge museum how cool!...then you kept holding my hand as we walked, its embarrassing but you seems ok with it...and its so warm, my fingers were all freezing. Then we returned to the door, back to the dorm, and i was studying now, you were besides me...and i fall asleep again, you lean your head towards mine, we were so close that i can hear you were listening to Doin' Just Fine.

p.s.: It was so sad that you weren't that thoughtful and sweet in real. In fact, you were too cold towards me that we can hardly have a conversation.

Wish could have that Magic door.

Thoughtful

Have you ever recieve a note that pasted on your desk and its written: "Just wake me if you need any help in the middle of the night" especially when your all sick....body is arching, and no way to get up but lie on the bed for the whole day....I am really impressed when i saw this note sticked on one of my roomie's table, joo pasted on suan's. Thats really thoughtful of u joo. Tho some ppl always recieved them but well...i think it is very special.

Happy Birthday to Chai Chin

Hey, an early wish tho....ur leaving soon so just a small gathering and get together after our last paper...:) Happy Birthday in advance!

We had a great time together for the lunch today, in Mei Ling Restaurant. The menu is nice i can tell, but somehow i dont feel like eating meat after a month of being a vegetarian...felt like vomiting :( then night again, had yes, good dinner, fish cheese rice at Boston, hah...no no...not again here...gotta control the desire...

Anyway, its a not-so-happy day for me today...feel bad bout myself, did badly in exam. hmmm...and i lost my very own jade while packing up the stuff, the chain fall and couldnt find my jade no more...:'( what a sad thing uh....

feel like crying and shouting out loud...useless.....

Carnival PKSK

Finally end the dreadful week...done the most critical test last night, wanted to stress out bit so i went to the carnival pksk closing ceremony. Students were performing, and what impressed me the most is the fireworks!!!how awesome!you get to see the fireworks right infront of your eyes, only bout 8 meters away from where it was lighted up.yay...i feel pretty good and so snaped some photos, here you go...

From left: Siow Wie, me, Suan, Joo, Selva and Uwa.

another chaptured

Better look on this one=)

Roomie Siow Wie and I

Roomie Sek Kee and I

Nah...what can u expect when your in fourth year?busy life, no time gathering, no activities, quit all the society cause your hell busy with the fyp and studies?most of the people think that you shouldn't join all sorts of club, no way of goin' out just for a dinner gatherin'...no no to fourth year students! hey, you should actually enjoy these days!go and have as much fun as possible...join as many society as possible, experience yourself with a real sense of commitment to the task given! its a school life, cause you wont even have a second of this moment when your in working life later. Recently, yea kinda weird I admire both my lecturer, one is a miss lady and the other is my respectful professor. Worse case is this lady would be my panel for the fyp presentation which is gonna held next Tuesday! She is very strict as i heard from friends and senior, taught me this sem in Foundation Engineering. I just like the way she speaked in class, the way she made jokes, thought yes, strict but funny. I used to and always tell my family bout these two lecturer. Both were graduated from UK, permanent gov servent, financially stable, travelled all over the world...hah, really good looking, handsome, pretty, thoughtful, attractive, and generous. ok, they would probably be my future mentor tho:D haha...so damn glad =P

Selected students for UK programme has out.

Im gald that these 6 students deserve their best!congratulations to them and once again i need to remind you the meeting at 5pm later held at the RECESS to discuss further bout the progress and so forth....pls attend and be punctual!
thank you...im kinda excited tho' haha...ok right...well, c yea later.

p.s.: thanks for the comfort ppl:D im alright and i dont wanna think bout it which is truely heart-broken me.lolx hey wut?im goin off soon! in the library now....gonna be another hectic week tho', i hate this part right here:( bla bla bla Nov please come asap!

The Feeling of Snow on the Sahara

I really like this song, especially the beginning part...and the feeling of being so peaceful...but the lyrics itself doent suit me though....the rhythm and blues, the rhythmic, like it alot.

Throughout the 4 days in tent, havin' some small business for my eco purposes under SIEM, yea, im siem member so everything goin pretty smooth. Here i really wanna thank Uwa and Selva. You guys are really nice, helpful and im glad to know u both:) and also to my groupmates, sorry for being freakin' pissed before we start the business, kinda tense up and worried bout it, whether or not are gonna be a success. It ended up nicely, perfectly, im satisfied, at least.

To start a business isnt an easy task, you needa plan, from head to tails. and it took us couple of weeks to plan, even though it was a small, pretty small one... the work is still there. Planning out SWOT, gathering of knowledge, incubator, idea, assessment and implementation, SCAMPER, screening,the challenge, stress, the risk...and finally...the profit...and most importantly, the members' contribution...the job assign to different persons...all must be really well arranged and in details...need lotta energy and the spirit must be there.

The first day was fine for me, and come the second, im good...third day was my BEST day, i could tell, i love the moment when it was black out!haha....due to the overloaded electric current. It doent matter, never affected our business tho'...then come our eco lecturer, Ms. Balkis. We chat like for an hour, all kinda topic we talked, from class project to love life, then to personality and then academic...she is gonna further her phd pretty soon in Island, UK. Im gonna miss u so much! *are u coming back when i graduate next year?i really hope i can snap one pic with u during my convo, i'll strive for the medal!as i promised* Havin a great time talking to her, and then back to the business...it was the best one throughout the 4days...and we snaped alot of pictures that night. Im in 4th year, i cant believe time passed so fast...i really gonna miss this place. Yesterday, which was the last day of business. I woke pretty early in the morning, bout 6.30am to get ready for the convo orchestra...till 5+pm...was so weak and tiring and half way studying i fall asleep...till one of my friend called up. Business start at 7.30pm. Freakin tensed...plus lethargic...but commitment is there...whatever, we must do the best and give the best. I wish every night is like last night, i learn something new...and i like the peoples around me...i observed'em...how they behaved...how they talked....and their smile...=) at first i was emo, but when i see these people...i feel very calm....and comfortable...

Argh....life is so miracle...strange, full of sadness and happiness at the same time....

Life is like a music...depends on how u play the rhythm....
This one...specially from me to you

Life is...u name it...

Things Go A lil my Way now

I was in totally busy mode this couple of weeks, am now working part time in uni with one of my lecturer. was offered to analyse and do a full report regarding some research. Today is my first day of working, lol...when i was half way analysed some data this afternoon, ouh yea, classes was cancelled due to the black out of the entire campus , something has to do with the TBN services i guess...so used up my laptop battery to start doing the analysis...i came across to this company, Sime Darby. Then it reminds me of my best fren, she was waiting for this company's reply last month if im not mistaken...then i straight picked up my phone and txt her. well, yea, i've gotta say, SUSIN, Ur AWESOME!lol...she got it in, into this one of the biggest company in Malaysia....im proud of u la gal:D well done.

Took this with Susin in 1U last christmas when we went out for a late movie "Twilight"=)Ice-skating In Sunway Pyramid
One of the reason I love christmas so much is bcoz m allowed to hang out with frens!lol com'on, i have curfew.

hehe....yea, back to this one. Then later electric current came back, received a txt saying today's orchestra practise is still on..hah...dinner is FREE again! hehe...

I was, yea,...i...am happy:) because today's weather is pretty cold, weird right, i like cold weather....even gotta wear a jacket in my room. U can hardly have this kinda chance coz its really hot sometimes, but today is so much different...raining and drizzling the whole day...

p.s.:

Black out means no class, rainy day mean sleepin, so...
Back out + rainy day = good day!lol...

thats y i said...pray hard for the black out!haha...bad gurl!

Friends in Campus

My Eco groupmate.

Took after the first meeting for our huge project this semester.

My Best Bro:D

A visit to RECESS Hall, UTHM.

Ju and Sam

Nung, Pao and Yen

Me + Bro'

Great Day

Consider myself were lucky today. I really like Monday and Wednesday class because of the Economy Enginnering class taught by Ms. Balkis. U'll never fall asleep or felt tiring or boring, no, this class was the best class I ever attended. She jokes, telling stories, sharing thoughts and experiences. Its really a motivation class to me, especially the games! well, right so after her class we attended Foundation Enginnering class, also...Assoc. Prof. Ir. Azizan bin Abdul Aziz, who taught me this subject, which considered the worse or killer paper senior always mentioned. But the way this lecturer teach us was totally different, I can actually assimilate every single word he said in class, of course if ur not talking while he was talking. GOOD AND BEST lecturer i ever met, they deserved for this post tho' hehe...am having no time for typing here actually.

Well, the best part for today is, electric current break down this afternoon and the class finally cancelled! yay, its pretty hard that this lecturer, Tn Hj Roslan, will mention "class cancelled", no way, so u gotta pray hard for the black out!haahaa...

right, so tonight I have another replacement class for Economy Engineering, and am havin' orchestra practise at the same time. So after considerin' for awhile, I decided to attend the eco class. Nah, guess wut, we were actually provided meal everytime we attended orchestra practise, so the same thing go for today, food is there, since i couldnt attend it, and i dont wanna waste the food, AND meanwhile can save some money for the dinner, so I went to the studio to have my dinner and then go to class! pretty good isnt it?lol...

Again, tonight's class was awesome! same cute, nice, funny story tellin, and gaming was the best part for me. okay, here we go...we need to seperate into 2 group according to our height, one is belongs to TALL group and the other is SHORT group. Of course, I considered myself wasnt the tall one so i was in S. hehe...then all the S grp members have to close their eyes, while listening to the music each of us gotta be the music constructor with our eyes close. Then when the music end, the T group will appoint one of the best constructor from S grp to be their music constructor, then this T grp will repeat the same thing as S grp members did. Close their eyes, become the MC. Done with it...appoint one of the best MC from T grp by S grp. Okay, now we have 2 best musical instructor already...so they were asked to go to the front of the class by Ms. Balkis, and guess wut?....She handed a 10 ringgit note for this 2 students!OUH MY GOSH, she is soooo generous! yea, 10 bucks is huge for me, it can covered my 3 days' meal already!:D waoha....i never met such a nice lecturer in my life, not even my own AA(academic advisor) or people called PA. no, never. So im really impressed. awesome!

well, the morals for this game are actually the initiative of becoming a good character when u were given a task, even though it sounded silly. And trustworthy, u've gotta trust ur friends in your group so that everyone close their eyes and doing the same action till the final moment, when the music finished.

p.s.: Miss mentioned one of my favourite phrase today: wake with a SMile:-)

and i wanna thank Ju and Sam for helpin me solvin the software problems, relly appreciate it!thanks guys!