May the joy always be with you

Imagine writing an email of what you want to the Universe. When you are happy that your email is very clear, you hit "Send" and you know your request has gone into the ethers. You also know that the Server of the Universe is an automatic system, and it doesn't question email requests. Its job is simply to fulfil every request.
If you begin to worry and stress that you haven't got what you wanted, then you have just sent another email to the Universe to stop your order. And then you wonder why you haven't received what you asked for.
Once you Ask, know that the Server of the Universe is an automatic infallible system that never fails, and expect to receive your request!

May the joy be with you

Every day, or at the very least once or twice a week, take a few minutes and focus on seeing yourself in joy. Feel yourself in joy. Imagine only joy ahead in your life and see yourself basking in it. As you do this the Universe will move all people, circumstances, and events to bring you that joy. You can't be in joy if you have money worries, or health worries, or relationship problems with friends or family. So deposit some joy in the bank of the Universe as often as you can. There isn't an investment that is more worthwhile.

Rhonda Byrne

A time for myself

Went for few meeting with three of my bosses this afternoon, met up with the company CEO and some other engineers and project manager. We had a grand lunch at Lagun Club, the dinning hall is just right besides the huge lake, very beautiful golf coast scence. It is tough for a newbie like me to mingle in with their strange conversation topic, current issues...etc. I think what a fresh graduate must do the moment they step into working world is to make sure be alert and study people's personality, foresee something that is going to happen, have sometime for yourself to do meditation. With these, we can actually remember every event we carried out everyday very well, especially whatever we said, think, learn and hear-improve your memory.

To survive in a fiercely competitve job market, one need to be extremely alert and have a very good memory. With these two, I personally think one would have no issue in getting a position with good pay.

Listening to my favourite music...while making my personal daily diary...feel very peaceful and filled with gratitude...am gonna attend a course this few days, very glad that company is so generous to pay such a huge sum of money in investing their people...

Its incredible...

-Unforgettable-Frank Sinatra-

-I Love You For Sentimental Reasons-Nat King Cole-

Thank You once again-My Graduation

I feel so proud for my family, my dad, my mum and my only sister. They've brought me to who I am now...I am proud of my university, I must thank you my lecturers, my professors, my faculty dean...and lastly, thank you my friends. Without each and everyone of you, there will be no Sin Mei. I am so touch when mom secretly put the red packet under my phone, sis sacrified her annual leave for me, and dad book the hotel 1 month earlier before my graduation. So so Thankful.

It was a very tiring day on the 9,10 and 11 Oct 2010, but at the same time will be the most important and meaningful day I will never forget in my life. It's my degree graduation!

Waking up at 4.30am for the entire 3 days was really exhausting. Landmark hotel doesn't provide very good services, I'll say you better book Catherina hotel instead! 9 Oct 10, Vice Chancellor Award Ceremony. It was held at the Examination Hall, F2, it was a shame not to meet those who suppose to attend, they prefer to work (the reason is that they work half day on Sat and get a full day pay!) and that they do not have to apply unpaid leave, so they were absence. Anyway, mum and dad are really proud cause they managed to sit with both the Deputy Vice Chancellor! It was so great to see my name appeared on the list and its written "VIP 1" table :D which mean there will be people serving food for us instead of taking it all yourself (its buffet). The food were so excellent-nasi briyani! - one of my fav's.

10-10-10 Sunday

This is the first day of convocatio, only for PhD graduates, Masters, DPLI and Special award graduates. I was awarded Chancellor Award and recieving it from our Sultan Johor. All the graduates have to register themselve, prepare and wait at the Lecture Hall 2 (DK2). It is because Sultan Johor was giving out the award, we were all told to say "Menjunjung Kasih Tuanku" and makesure we 'Keksi", both are a must! Later then we queue and move to the DTII Hall. When the time come, my name was mentioned very loud and clear and it is the first name called out-I was panic! I do not know why and how, I never do both the MUST to do that we were all told. All the graduates did that except me! gosh...when I heard my name, my mind go blank, totally...haha it was so bad isn't it?

Thanks Wan Mei for attending it on our first day!:D

Then the next day...

11-10-10

I told myself I must remember to do it this time and it was our Pro Chancellor this time. Luckily I did all I suppose to :) Few sms wishes was sent to my mobile, one is from a very strict, very fierce, very responsible lecturer, Mr Adanan, and the other one I could remember was from my boss. Later then some lecturer called up and also friends who never forget me;) Thanks yea!

Thank you Suan, your the very first friend I met when I come out from the hall (its really crowded)

The afternoon...

Dato has been sooo kind to organised a Homecoming Program at RECESS to welcome us and our family members for a grand lunch I'll say. The food-Thumbs up! Thank you Dr Lee for calling and joined us for the meal.

Left: Ah Jie, me, Mom, Dato' Ismail, Prof. DC, Assoc. Prof. Lee, and dad.

Kent and I-Thanks for coming buddy!

Best IAI London partner! with AMI.

UTHM Civil Engineering Graduates

Prof DC, me and Dato Ismail at Recess

Why still single?

When people asked me why are you still single? and my answer will somehow be as simple as i want to be single and freedom...but when I think deeply, actually mature one are hard to find ;)

How to you find your works are interesting?

It is very rare for people to like working, some, or perhaps most work for the sake of money....well, I am one of them of course:P but think of the other way, when you like something in the office, eventually you'll like to go to work, cause you're looking forward to see it, or maybe him/her, your colleagues or even your bosses. Some might have love their work just because they like the work itself (very very extremely rare)....Hmm...I'm getting used to my working environment already, my females' colleagues are all very nice and good to me, not the guy. So in my department, there are only 3 gals including me, the rest are all men. Work with 7 bosses, there are just too awesome, there's once when I work late and he offer to send me back, reach right infront of my house! and then the next day, one of the bosses bring me and my colleage for a site visit, also bring us to try some nice food!....Just last Saturday, I've already planned to go back home, and the bus pick up point is really far from my work place(it took 1 1/2 hours), so they allow me to join them for another site visit, and after that send me to the bus terminal....very nice man uh!:D I never met bosses that always care for the staff. When the first time work in oversea, totally strange place, my boss give me all the informations I needed, such as what type of phone card I gotta buy to make cheaper phone call to home, what type of cab to take to go back hometown...drive me back instead of stopping at the nearby station like other people did...making sure I am safe returning home by asking the staff to send me home even tho' they can't manage to...:) I feel very glad to work under him. I like my work because of you. Thank you!

~We work for you not because we are afraid of you, but we respect you~

p.s.: this is actually the security guard from my university told me, he respect our ex-vice chancellor alot(Prof. Dato Dr Ismail Bin Hj. Bakar)

End of the Road

I don't know how and why, somehow when I listen to this song i think of a friend, and i miss those day we were in the uni:)

I like this song so much:)

...its by Boyz II Men...

(spoken)Girl you know we belong together

I have no time for you to be playing

With my heart like this

You’ll be mine forever baby,

you just see

(verse)

We belong together

And you that I’m right

Why do you play with my head,

Hy do you play with my mind?

Said we’d be forever

Said it’d never die

How could you love me and leave me

And never say good-bye?

Girl I can’t sleep at night without holding you tight

Girl, each time I try I just break down and cry

Pain in my head oh I’d rather be dead

Spinnin’ around and around

Chorus:

Although we’ve come to the end of the road

Still I can’t let you go

It’s unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you

Come to the end of the road

Still I can’t let you go

It’s unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you

Girl, I know you really love me,

You just don’t realize

You’ve never been there before

It’s only your first time

Maybe I’ll forgive you, hmm

Maybe you’ll try

We should be happy together

Forever, you and i

Girl, you love me again like you loved me before

This time I want you to love me much more

This time instead just come to my bed

And baby just don’t let me, don’t let me down

Chorus(spoken)Girl I’m here for you

All those times of night when you just hurt me

And just run out with that other fella

Baby I knew about it, I just didn’t care

You just don’t understand how much I love you do you?

I’m here for you

I’m not out to go out and cheat on you all night

Just like you did baby but that’s all right

Hey, I love you anyway

And I’m still gonna be here for you ’till my dying day baby

Right now, I’m just in so much pain baby

Coz you just won’t come back to me

Will you? just come back to me

(lonely)

Yes baby my heart is lonely

(lonely)

My heart hurts baby

(lonely)

Yes I feel pain tooBaby please

This time instead just come to my bed

And baby just don’t let me go

Chorus

Chorus (a cappella)

p.s.: and...I let it go...wish you'll be there for my convocation ceremony on the 10th...

My days in office

"WOW"....thats what I wanna say about my new company. First thing is-rich(yeah, to me yes, even the pen i used are all branded, mostly Pilot, eraser are made from Germany, good quality sticker, whatever you want, just take, and all brand new:D:D and just today, office came one middle size dispenser, it contained of white coffee, my fav milo, and milk tea. Do not need to mention about the IT thing, all high tech, HP prof laptop, ordered brand new logitech wireless mouse for me, company transportation provided everyday, pick up point from mrt station. It is just too wow! In fact, there will be a Bowling tournament at the end of this month, competition held at Jurong Point, among a group of 2 male and 1 females from different department, HR, ground engineering, marine engineering department and so on...winners would be awarded 200 dollars each, that is what i recieved from the mail and company advertisement!argh, i missed out the females football tournament last month! They even have different type of game competition in the company!I wish the badminton one come in next month!!

Mrt service is down on tomorrow for certain area, but guess what, I am sure not all people are aware of this, so there are some gov servant, i guess, distributing the broucher at the exit, like when we swap out the card from mrt station and kept on reminding the people about this matter. They are really concern about the nation. Needless to mention about Malaysia, not because it is big, London is bigger...the different between these 2 countries is only the people-asian and white, and the weather, else, there make no different to stay in England or Singapore. Argh, one more thing, you dont really see people reading in the mrt in S'pore, but in London tube, you dont see people talking, but reading! they have people giving out press, magazine for free at the entrance of the tube and kept on saying ' please read', so these are a few diff I can judge throughout my stay in S'pore and London. There are more to say though, I'll post up more later.

Ielts results out today, I am okay with the results, in fact it is out of my expectation, am very glad to have high score in section where I dont expect it to be. Somehow, speaking section was the worse one for me though I thought it should be the best one.:( a lil dissapointed for this. By the way, still wanna congrate my frends who scored good results:) and cheers for those who do not.

Anxiety

2 more days to go, and im gonna leave home for a totally new environment already. Working in a new strange place without own transportation is really a challenge to me. Having to learn t0 use the public transportation is one matter, forcing myself to wake up 6 a.m. everyday is really a serious matter! I doubt my ability to work 6 days a week and 9 hours a day...its hard, tough. But then think it the other way, its gonna be nice meeting up with new colleagues, having to walk less than half miles to mrt station and food court for dinner, gather with coursemate from university, sitting in the coffee shop after working hour, hit the sack before 10 p.m., earning stipend with currency exchange rate of 2.3....its gonna be great!

Attended an international english test last couple of days in Corus Hotel and British Council, and it went well. Just a lil bit scary was when taking the reading paper, in fact, it has 40 questions to be done in 60 mintues, you have to do skimming, able to scan and take the main point in a very short time, 3 passages with more than 1000 words each. In the beginning of the third passage, I was caught with cold, bad running nose! I cant really focus until they announced we still have 20 minutes left, nevertheless I managed to finish it on time. Thank God. Guess what? I am still having the cold, bad cold and cough even though had taken 12 capsules of Carinox. ):

I am leaving soon...and Im going to miss home real bad...time spent with mom and dad and sis was precious...:')

Way to go...

I was in Selangor last week, accompanied by mum and stay in sis's house. For the sake of preparing myself for the exam which is gonna be held on 21 August. Have you ever imagine that you are going to write again the english essays in 40 minutes for 250 words and 20 minutes for a 150 words at least? Those has been ages for me...am a lil regret to pay for this exam now as I have limited time in preparing for it...:( jz pray for the best..God bless me and everyone:)

~do not have to worry about things that can be done, whilst there's no point to worry for things that cannot be done~

LAWS

It belongs to LAWS-Lina,Alicia,WanInn, and Sin Mei

我敬爱的教授

车窗开着的，冷冷的风正吹向我的脸。。。驶到大学的四周围绕一绕，让我感到有些酸酸的感觉。 我一直都觉得在大学的日子是最快乐的，当你遇到困难时教授一定会毫不犹豫地帮你解决。生活在一个不同种族的国家难免会有歧视和你不同的种族。但是，他，我最尊重的拿督教授，是一位非常好的人。不管是教授，朋友，还是身为一位父亲，他都会做到最好。还记得有一次，是我在大学第四年的时候，进行泥土的科学研究遇到了困难，需要用到一个非常昂贵的器具。告诉了教授，他一听了马上就拿起手提电话打给了供应商。就在不必经过慢长步骤的情况下，我的器具在不到一周就装配好放在我的研究桌上了。

在2009年的夏天，和教授及系友参与了一个会议。在会议当中，教授介绍了几个大人物给我包括了一位英国的教授。就这样，告诉了教授我非常想到伦敦见识见识。短短的三个月里，教授成功了得到伦敦建议书的批准。在2009年的冬天，就这样实现了我的梦想。我抵达了伦敦。

几个礼拜前，收到了新加坡一间工程公司的电子邮箱。我被录取了，将会是一位真正的工程师！
已经有一段日子没到新加坡了，完全没概念公司的所在地，必须到那儿租房子？更本就傻乎乎似的。听到了教授在技术人员办公室提到将会到新加坡大学办点事，就问了教授是否能伴随着去新加坡大学。教授考虑了一会就答应了。伴随着教授和两位研究员抵达了新加坡大学，就在回国的路程中教授问了要不要顺便参观‘工程公司’。 更本没做好准备的我，也不肯定公司的地址，司机还驶到错了的地点。教授不但没生气，而且还安慰我会找到公司的。用了整整半小时，终于找到了。结识了三位老板，教授还帮我说了好话！

每当在大学遇到最烦恼的时候，他总是帮我解决了种种的问题。他的安慰，付出，帮助，劝导将让我永远不会忘记。非常高兴及幸运会是教授的学生，也非常感激教授的一却付出。

谢谢您教授。

教授，Prof. Dato' Dr. Ismail bin Hj. Bakar 和我

p.s.:说真的，这类型的人还是我第一次遇到的，快要灭种了！

Realistic

Had a good chat with my roomie, talked about working in Singapore, some ppl, they went over for the sake of earning money, and save the most they can. when they came back to Mys,they tends to show off, even with a small little post, they are vry proud of themselves. This kinda senario of course, does happened in the world today, very much indeed. Pity them, they dont even know how's the big world are like today. Yes, money played the biggest role in one person's life, but wut would it be when ur gettin old?does ppl wanna recruit you anymore?without the 'u knw wut', ppl wont want you when your no longer profited their company.

This is just how cruel the world is...face it.

The Secret

Every night before you fall asleep, replay in your mind the good moments of the day, and give heartfelt thanks for each one of them. Think about the next day also, and intend that it is going to be amazing, that it is going to be filled with love and joy, and that all good is coming to you. Intend that it is going to be the best day of your life. Then when you wake in the morning, BEFORE you get out of bed, declare your intentions again for the day and give deep thanks as though you have received them all.

U appear when the other left

S go off the other night and the other s appear today...am i supposed to feel happy for myself? really have good fate with the S fren!